July 28
{because of you
i never stray too far from the sidewalk
because of you
i learned to play on the safe side so i don't get hurt
because of you
i try my hardest just to forget everything
because of you
i don't know how to let anyone else in
because of you
i'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
because of you
i am afraid}
wait till all is forgiven and forgotten
July 27
pessimistic right now
seems that nothing lasts forever
better not think too much, or nothing will look good enough
July 18
exactly what i'm talking about.
最近只觉得想起咋七八糟的这那就觉得很头疼,面对陈旧就异常反感。不过多数是自找的。
makes ME wonder